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[17 Apr 2009|10:20pm] |
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Hai. How are you?
I am very very well.
That is all.
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| EmoEmoemoEMEOMEOemoemoemoMEOMEOMEOm |
[19 Sep 2007|11:26am] |
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Emo. Holy shit I was an emo emo emo. I don't even like reading my old entries. They're ridiculous and some of them just give me anxiety. Maybe I should start using this more, and making my entries happy happy happy. I am happy now. Not like I used to be.
Okay, I guess I should go back to working on my project since it's due in an hour....
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| Why |
[19 Sep 2007|11:01am] |
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do I still have this? Does anyone use this anymore? I sure don't. It's really cold in my house and I have to finish my math project and go to school to study for a Spanish test. I haven't posted on here in like over a year or something. It's amazing the lengths we go to when we're procrastinating.
I'm trying to make friends, and not ditch school, and be a good girlfriend, and call people when I say I'm going to, and just be nice in general, and other stuffs like that. I think I'm doing a pretty good job (perhaps minus the not ditching school). To everyone that knew me when I was 15-19, I think I'm a lot different (better?) now. I'm nice to people I wouldn't have been nice to before. I even apologized to a girl that I used to not get along with. I'm doing things that I never would have done in my teenage/emo/dating-a-specific-someone days.
It's great to have a boyfriend my parents really like and respect.
It's great to have a boyfriend I really like and respect.
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| (I'm Moving To) Idaho. |
[18 Jun 2006|07:14pm] |
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My summer class at College of Marin starts tomorrow and lasts until July 22nd.
After class ends, I am moving to Boise, Idaho to move in with Megan and Shannon, and to go to Boise State University.
I need to get out of Novato, out of California. I need to get away.
I tried moving to Rohnert Park, but it wasn't far enough. We kept talking and got back together.
Once I leave, I might change my phone number, but for now it's the same.
He can't find me if I'm that far away, and with a different phone number.
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| So, The DMV Finally Made It Official |
[27 Mar 2006|02:13pm] |
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I got this letter today in the mail. According to the DMV, I am the best driver, ever.
Here is the proof (like you needed it, pshh).
Unfortunately, they missed a few others. Let me go into detail.
July 2003 - "out after curfew" - Less than a week after getting my license. I still had a paper license, and I had paper license plate. I had two people in my car, and I was driving 50mph through downtown San Anselmo (speed limit 25). The policewoman was extremely nice, yay. Not a moving violation, so I didn't get any points on my license.
Fall 2003 - Speeding - I was going out to lunch with Debbie and my cute little freshman friend Blake, and I was ticketed for going 37 in a 25 (although I'm pretty sure I was going faster).
Fall 2003 - Accident - I was taking a freeway exit ramp going just a little too fast, and it was the first rain of the season, and I had just gotten new tires two days earlier. It was one of the offramps that winds around 270 degrees. I couldn't slow down enough, and I ended up kind of sliding along the wall a little bit. I thought the car was gonna be fucked up, but it actually wasn't that bad.
Spring 2004 - Speeding - I was coming back from lunch at Jake's house, and I was late to a class that I used to be frequently late to, so I was trying to get back as early as I could. Instead I got a ticket, and I started crying because I was really scared of what my parents would think... He didn't care.
Spring 2004 - Accident - I was driving my mom's Ford Explorer (SUV), and I backed right into someone's little white sedan car. We didn't report it, we just paid for the repairs
Summer 2005 - Accident - I was getting off the freeway in Santa Rosa, and I was going too fast. I smashed into the back of someone... =/ I slammed on my breaks, but they locked up, so, yeah. We paid for her repairs and didn't report it.
Fall 2005 - Accident - I flipped the Toyota and totaled it. I was going around a corner too fast, and then I overcorrected, fishtailed, went into a ditch, and flipped.
Summer 2003 through Winter 2005 - Various fender benders. I've "bumped" into a few different cars...
Yeah, so basically, I suck. Hey, since winter 2005 I haven't had any accidents though!!! Haha, maybe it's because I don't have a car to drive. But actually, I have started driving a little bit, and I'm way way super cautious now. So, that's that.
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| Slither |
[25 Mar 2006|04:41pm] |
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There is a movie coming out at the end of this month. It is called Slither. It looks extremely fucking horrible. This piece of shit "film" should have been made. I don't want to hear any of you saying anything about how it looks good, or that you want to go see it. It looks fucking terrible, and I am ashamed to even be wasting time talking about it. Every time the trailer comes on, I just feel embarrassed for anyone that had anything to do with the making of that movie. It should never have been made, and I can't wait for the day it comes out, and everyone will see how much of a failure the movie is, and I will stop having to watch previews for this.
It kind of looks like Invasion Of The Body Snatchers, and what happens to the main guy is pretty much exactly what happens to Jeff Goldblum in The Fly. It just looks terrible. You know how movies have quotes from critics about the movies? So, in the trailer for this movie, it is stated "Slither is everything as wonderfully disgusting... as I hoped it would be." So this makes you think, Oh, at least one critic thinks it's good. And then you come to find that the "critic" that said that, is the fucking director of the movie!!!! Of course the fucking director is going to say that his movie is good!! And he's the only one that has anything to say about the movie. Well, you know what? I have something to say about this movie. You would have to pay me to make me see it!!! I will not see this movie, even if I don't have to pay for it!!! I really don't know if I can express my anger thoroughly. Even worse, the main character's fucking name is Grant Grant. Grant, Grant! Are the movie makers so fucking stupid that they name the main character Grant Grant?? Come on!! That's just fucking ridiculous. And what is the plot of this fucking movie anyway???
If you have even thought, to yourself, that this movie looks remotely interesting, you don't deseve to be living in civilization. You should be living under a rock, where you aren't allowed to even HEAR about any movie that may or may not be coming out any time in the future.
Good day sirs.
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[11 Mar 2006|06:51pm] |
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Total Job ~ The Faint |
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He called, and I answered (mistake number one).
I agreed to see him (mistake number two).
I saw a phone number, and I asked whose it was (mistake number three).
He told me. I shouldn't have asked if I didn't want to know.
He said, "I wish you could be how she is."
If I hold my breath any longer, I'll die of asphyxiation.
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[10 Mar 2006|08:24pm] |
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The Tide ~ The Spill Canvas |
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I'm the new Kanye.
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[08 Mar 2006|06:09pm] |
"Promise me you won't try it again"
silence...
silence...
"Promise me."
"If I did, it wouldn't be tonight."
Today he called my mom, and I don't know what he told her.
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| Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo!!! |
[04 Mar 2006|12:28pm] |
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Suddenly I See ~ KT Tunstall |
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I'm not feeling, well, happy. I feel like people are avoiding me, SAYING they'll do something, then they don't. I either have to keep calling them, or else nothing is going to happen... I have a feeling that people aren't being totally honest with me, and that sucks. I'm not sure what to do, so maybe I'll just give up. The thing is, if I don't call my friends, they don't call me. Like, if I don't call anyone, I'll turn into a stupid little hermit and live out the rest of my days in my dorm.
Well, perhaps that's enough emo for the day.
We now return you to your scheduled broadcast.
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| Beezy! |
[03 Mar 2006|02:03am] |
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Dosed ~ Red Hot Chili Peppers |
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I believe that everyone who is reading this should check out the new "look" of my myspace page. It's quite spiffy if I do say so myself...
Myspace
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| Gosh!! |
[22 Feb 2006|02:11pm] |
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Reflection ~ Tool |
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I know you have all seen a movie that is very close to my heart, "Napoleon Dynamite" and many of you might even enjoy it to the same extent that I do.
Many of you also know the song "Canned Heat" by Jamiroquai (the song while Napoleon is rocking out for Pedro's campaign). This has now become my myspace profile song, because it makes me think of Napoleon every time.
If you would like further enjoyment, I suggest that you call me (415-246-7012). HOWEVER, if you do intend on calling me, I require that you dance while the song is playing. If you do not dance, I will know.
<3 delia
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| Wow. |
[22 Feb 2006|06:39am] |
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I was just reading through some of my old entries, like, really really old, from 2003 and 2004, and I was an emo little bitch. Seriously, I want to hit myself in the face for being so openly emo.
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| Last Night... |
[21 Feb 2006|04:24pm] |
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Simple Man ~ Lynyrd Skynyrd |
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I had a dream that Alex came and visited Novato. And he was actually there, I could hug him, and it wasn't like he was there in spirit. He said that he was doing really good, and that we didn't have to worry. He said he was having fun, and that he knew we all miss him, and that he was allowed to come visit every once in a while. It was really nice, but when I woke up, it popped into my head and tears just started falling down my face without warning. I couldn't stop crying.
When I think about what happened, of course I get really sad, but when that shit just pops into my head randomly, I always cry. I can't help it. It's just so much different than if you're consciously trying to think about it.
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| Yay For Stuff. |
[21 Feb 2006|12:48am] |
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Buried A Lie ~ Senses Fail |
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So, one of the best weekends ever, but for now I need to go to sleep.
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| Alive. |
[21 Feb 2006|12:06am] |
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Romeo A Go-Go ~ Every Time I Die |
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I needed it back. Can't help it.
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| We're One Big Couple |
[11 Jan 2006|11:45pm] |
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So, it is decided that Dani, Dan, Jake, and I are all one big couple. Dani came to visit for the weekend. She said something mean about Jake, and Dan attacked. Later that night I was sitting next to Morgan and Jake attacked. "I need to talk to you, now!" and he pulled me outside by the arm. He left, and a while later I was sitting next to Morgan again, and Dan attacked. "What are you doing?!?" and he pulled me away by the arm. Dani was talking to Jereme, and Jake attacked.
All four of us have had some sort of "interaction", except Jake and Dan, they haven't done anything..... yet. A HA!!!
Poop, I had something else to say, but now I don't know what it was.
Oh yes, now I remember, I have SARS, and I am fairly certain that I gave it to Dani through interactions between our big couple.
Dani needs to come visit more often...
whichwouldhappenifstupiddanbarrettwouldn'tgethisphoneturnedoffsowhenpeopletrytocallhimhe'dbeabletoanswerandsayohheydani,yes,pleasecomevisitthisweekend!!!!!!!!
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| Leaving. |
[11 Jan 2006|10:22pm] |
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Illustration of Desperation ~ Raised Fist |
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Lots of people are leaving.
Some for school.
Some for fun.
Maybe one for jail...
And soon, I'm leaving too...
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| D+D TIME WILL NEVER END. |
[11 Jan 2006|09:20pm] |
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la Belle et le Bad Boy ~ MC Solaar |
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Oh man, my D+D Time experiences are some of the best times of my life. Honestly. No joking. I can think of a million different D+D Times and just start laughing. I wish there weren't so much drama surrounding D+D Time. A lot of poo has gone down, but right now is one of the least drama times we've had (between the two of us at least). No bad poo between us. No sneaking, no hiding stuff, no lying to people, just frolicing, yelling, and excitedness, and running away from things, and fun.
D+D Time is my drug.
Guy: What drugs are you on? I want some!
Me: I'M ON FRIENDSHIP!!! AAAAA HAA!!!!!!!
Guy: No, seriously, what is she on?
Dani (cracking up, trying to breath): She's not on anything. Hahaahahahaaa.
Me: I'M ON FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!!!
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| Fuck |
[06 Jan 2006|10:36am] |
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Lawnmower Boy ~ ...Nous Non Plus |
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It's been going so fucking good. I don't want anything to happen.
These last few weeks before I move are really critical, and if they get fucked up, that's it.
All our chances have been used up.
I'm nervous.
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